Only because of Muktananda do I exist.
Baba left his physical body, but I will not let him leave me. I am a stubborn child who demands he stay with me. He may want me to be independent, but I hold onto his feet and won’t let go. He must stay close so that I do not cause him any trouble. He must take care of me because he knows my weakness.
My love binds him. And out of his Love he stays and plays with me.
It so looks as though he is my slave, but I am his; willingly I have bound myself to his joy and Love. If I get close enough, I disappear and he is All once again. There is more of his play now, and less of mine.
And as I surrender to him, we are bound all the more, and there is no conflict as there is no difference between us.
I study and studied bheda to bhedabheda to abheda, but not until I gave up my differences could I see the world as it really is.
Baba, I wanted you to remain in your body and play with me. But out of Love for your disciples you left that physical body in order to push and encourage us to find you beyond the physical.
I pranam to my Guru, Swami Muktananda.
Sadgurunath Maharaj ki Jay.
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