rugu…

                                      don't      want      embodied

                                                                     guru

                                      don't       want       alive

                                                    dead     guru

                                            want     empty      screen

                                                       to      project

                                                   my     idea

                                                                of     me

                                                   bolster    me

                                                 lift    up         me

                                                    soothe             me

                                              want      guru      that

                                                           only

                                                      affirms

                                                              my    identity

                                                   so     want      guru

                                                             that

                                                                         guides   me

                                                       to     the         light

                                                                of    hell